"Be my last romance"? BULLSHIT. Sometimes i don't really trust guys..

Hi guys, i don't know why what makes me to write about this topic. Becuz' i've heard of manymany girls saying this word" Be my last romance" Oh. I don't believe this. Cuz' i don't think couples around 13-17 will last like damn fcuking long, unless they love each other alot. Maybe this is call "Puppy love"? Yea, couples around that age maybe will last for few months or maybe few years, but stilll must remember that their ain't your future wife / hubby.
So friends around me, especially girls always cry when their stead left them. & they do all those stupid things like using pen knife & cut their wrists. & all kinds of thing that hurt themself.
& some girls cried so badly. & thinkk so much just becuz' of one guy & they became like this.
I've experience before, once i love a guy so damn much, but in the end i found out that he was toying with me. From the start he treated me so well, & i thought that maybe we could last. even for months i'm already glad. But in the end he left me for 1 stupid reason. & becuz' of that reason i fcuking cried so badly almost everyday. & i uses 4 months to forget him. During the period of time, i knew a guy for like 3-4 months already? He treated me well, he's nice to me & he has been waiting for me for so long, i rejected him a few times but still he's still waiting for me. But i couldn't accept him cuz' i cannot forget my ex. So i felt sorry for him. He's a really good guy. So girls who have boys like them cherish them.But i never chose him. I regretted. Now, i hope that he's happy? & we're stilll friends! I never wanted to cut myself becuz' of somebody that i love. Cuz' i think it's stupid to do that.
So girls who just broke up with their boyf or whatever .. dont be sad. Cuz you didn't do anything wrong. & you never failed to do their girlfriends. Unless some girls are like playgirls la. Same goes to boy, dont be sad if you can't find a girlf / broke up with girlf. Its okay for us to cry. But somehow you still need to forget them right? Hah, now i've a lovely & sweet boyf. Even though sometimes i'm cold to him, but i still love him. Baby bum, trust me alright? You know, i'm always that loves you(: